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Friday, March 14, 2008


i dont noe why i am feeling this way
after receiving tt msg
i am confused,angry,sad,etc
maybe these made up the sour feeling in my heart
i dont noe if i miss-interpret anything
i dont noe if i am thinking too much
i hope so...
but all this events
the sms tt might be send wrongly to me
make me feels that i am right about what i think
i dont noe if we are still friends
i doubt we are 'real' friends in the first place now
i dont know why you guys need to treat me like this
three is a crowd
i finally realise wad tt means
but whatever it is
the moments shared was memorable
and maybe just an illusion that i had
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i've nvr tot you would be like tis
i tot at least we are 'real' friends
and wont treat me like she does
i think i am wrong
maybe qiyan is right
you is totally influenced
and maybe even brainedwashed
and maybe closed to worshipping her
i didnt think so initially
but now it is proven
i really don wanna say this
but ...
isn't it a unbelievable for people who dont hv thoughts on their own
isn't it crazy for people follow wad other people is doing without thinking
isn't it stupid for people to be ordered by other people like dog
especially when you are friends
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i really wanna know the causes to all this
but i dont hv the courage to hear them
wonder if they will read this
but i think we are totally like strangers now
so it doesnt matter
and maybe i mis-interpret everything
i hv been thinking...
what is real friendship?
how u know if they exist?
i will find out soon...
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